Alhamdulilah aku sempat juga aku nk mencoret kisah hidup aku.. dah lama benar tak menulis rindu juga rasa nya... banyak yang telah berubah.. hidup aku sekarang bertambah bahagia disamping keluarga dan insan yang tersayang sally... sedikit cerita tentang sally ni, aku sekarang Alhamdulilah la sebab setelah lebih 3 bulan menjalinkan hubungan tiada lagi masalah besar yang timbul sebab aku sekarang telah berubah 90% lagi 10% tu mungkin lama-lama hilang la... lagipun sally seorang insan yang sangat memahami dan boleh bertolak ansur segala aspek, lagi satu aku sangat manja kan dia.. ye la kan perempuan suka diri nya dimanjakan... hehe..
Tentang kerjaya pula semua nya tiada masalah sebab aku bekerja dengan senang hati bersama kawan-kawan yang semuanya otak gila-gila macam aku juga tapi sekarang aku sedang berada satu persimpangan yang akan menentukan hala tuju hidup aku.. adakah aku ingin menyambung pelajaran ke peringkat ijazah atau aku hanya ambil kursus jangka pendek untuk menjadi safety officer dan terus bekerja dalam tugas yang sangat berbeza.. aku sangat minat bekerja dalam bidang oil n gas ni tapi membuat tugas yang baru..kita tunggu dan lihat je la sebab ia memerluka keputusan dari semua pihak yang penting dari keluarga...
itu jela aku ngatuk...
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
How To Be A Good Friend?
1. Be real. Are you trying to be friends with someone to be accepted into a certain clique, or because you'd like to get to know someone else that he or she knows? That's not friendship, it's opportunism. Every new person you meet has the right to be accepted (or not) on his or her own merits, it's better to just be yourself than let anyone else influence you into being someone you are not.
2. Be honest. A dishonest person has no chance of having true friends. Keep your promises, do what you say you are going to do, and most importantly, don't lie! Lying leads to more lies, and people will eventually figure you out. If you found yourself lying about something, be honest - go up to them, tell them the truth and how you felt, as well as how you may think they would've felt (explain that you were second-guessing rather than trusting your friendship). Don't be a coward; if you know you were at fault for the whole dilemma, own up. Simply talk about it, hope your friend will forgive you. They'd most likely appreciate it in the future, to look back and say, 'wow!' I have/had an amazing friend by my side.
3. Be loyal. If your friend tells you something in confidence, don't blab about it to anyone else. Don't talk about your friend behind his/her back. Nobody likes a backstabber. Never say anything about your friend that you would not want to repeat face to face. Don't let others say bad things about your friend until you've had a chance to hear your friend's side of the story. If someone says something that shocks you and doesn't seem like a thing your friend would do or say, tell them, "I know him/her, and that just doesn't sound right. Let me talk to him/her, find out his/her perspective on this. If it turns out to be true, I'll let you know. Otherwise, I would appreciate it if you didn't spread that around, because it might not be." You can't play both sides of the fence.
4. Be respectful. Know the boundaries. Things you and your friend discuss should be treated with care - your friend is not sharing this information with just anyone, and may not want to. She shared it with you - and only you, as far as you know. Example: If your friend doesn't want to name her crush, don't push her into it. If she has named her crush, don't tell anyone else. This is just common courtesy anyone and everyone deserves the expectation that you will keep confidences.
5. Watch out for your friend. If you sense that s/he is getting drunk at a party, help him or her to get away from the alcohol. Don't allow your friend to drive drunk - take his or her keys and/or drive your friend home personally. If your friend begins talking about running away or committing suicide, tell someone about it. This rule overrides the "respect privacy" step, because even if your friend begs you not to tell anyone, you should do it anyway. Suggest a help line or professional to your friend. Talk to your and your friend's parents or spouse first (unless they are the ones causing the problems) before involving anyone else.
6. Pitch in for friends during times of crisis. If your friend has to go to the hospital, you could help pack his or her bags; if her/his dog runs away, help to find it, if he/she needs someone to pick him/her up, be there. Take notes for your friend in school and give them their homework assignments when they're absent and sick at home. Send cards and care packages. If there is a death in his/her family, you might want to attend the funeral or cook dinner for them. Care about your friend enough to help him or her open up and let tears roll. Give them a tissue and listen. You don't have to say anything, just be with them.
7. If your friend is going through a crisis, don't tell them everything is going to be all right if it's not going to be. This goes right along with keeping it real. It's hard not to say this sometimes, but false reassurance can often be worse than none, and it may undermine your friend's ability to get through the crisis as well as they might. Instead, tell your friend that whatever they need, you are there for them. If they need to talk, talk; if they need to sit quietly, sit with them; if they need to get their mind off things, take them to a movie or concert. Give them a hug. You are friends, not strangers, after all. Just stay honest, but upbeat and positive. Even a stranger would most probably appreciate it.
8. Give advice, add perspective. Don't judge your friend, but do advise to stay out of situations where they may harm themselves or others. Tell him/her how you perceive his/her situation, and what you might do in the same circumstances. Don't be offended if they listen to your advice and then decide to ignore it. Your friend must make his or her own decisions. Avoid saying "You should... ".
9. Give your friend space. Understand if he/she wants to be alone or hang out with other people. Allow it to happen. There's no need to become clingy or needy. Allowing one another the time to hang with other friends gives you much-needed breathing room, and allows you to come together fresh and appreciating each other even more.
10. Never make a promise you know you can't keep. Good friendship is based on trust - if you break a friend's trust, the friendship may be very hard to salvage. Of course, if you have made a promise and planned to keep it, but circumstances beyond your control conspire to prevent it, let your friend know as soon as you find out. Don't wait until 15 minutes after you were supposed to arrive to call and say, "gee, I'm sorry." Instead, a quick call to say, "Hey, I know I promised to help you with whatever it is, but my mom is telling me we are going to my aunt's for the weekend, and leaving tomorrow just after school - that means I won't be able to make it. I'm so sorry. Can we reschedule?" That's just honoring the fact that your friend is counting on you, and respecting the fact that, given a little notice, your friend might just be able to get someone else to help with whatever it was - or not, whatever. But at least you won't be hanging your friend out to twist in the wind.
11. Listen to them. you don't have to agree with them - just listen to what they have to say. Make sure they are talking too and you are not just running your mouth. Some people don't really find it interesting listening to someone talk about their feelings 24/7. If you're monopolizing every conversation with your feelings, they aren't getting anything out of the friendship. Invite them to share their hearts with you as often as you share yours with them.
12. Don't be selfish. Grabbing, stealing and begging are big NOs in the rules of friendship. The friend will soon get tired of this and eventually more towards more selfless people who are willing to give what they get.
13. Learn to share. As before, if you have a selfless friend, they will expect something back, even if they don't make it obvious. This does not necessarily mean giving them large expensive presents. This can just mean being there for them when they need you.
14. Don't abuse their generosity or "wear out your welcome" If your friend does something nice for you, then reciprocate. Money doesn't have to be an issue. Don't use your friends! Don't let them pay every time you go out, even if they offer. Don't help yourself to things at their house without asking, unless you are willing and they do the same at your house. No one wants to be friends with a moocher or feel used. If you borrow something from a friend, take good care of it and then return it without being asked. Also, if you end the friendship then you should return any gifts they bought for you, especially if they gave you any gifts under false pretences. It's proper etiquette.
15. Live by the golden rule. Always treat a friend as you would want to be treated. If you don't there will be repercussions. Don't do or say anything to them that you wouldn't want done to you. Be there for them through thick and thin as long as they are a TRUE friend to you. Also learn to forgive, and apologize. Dont be a brat!
2. Be honest. A dishonest person has no chance of having true friends. Keep your promises, do what you say you are going to do, and most importantly, don't lie! Lying leads to more lies, and people will eventually figure you out. If you found yourself lying about something, be honest - go up to them, tell them the truth and how you felt, as well as how you may think they would've felt (explain that you were second-guessing rather than trusting your friendship). Don't be a coward; if you know you were at fault for the whole dilemma, own up. Simply talk about it, hope your friend will forgive you. They'd most likely appreciate it in the future, to look back and say, 'wow!' I have/had an amazing friend by my side.
3. Be loyal. If your friend tells you something in confidence, don't blab about it to anyone else. Don't talk about your friend behind his/her back. Nobody likes a backstabber. Never say anything about your friend that you would not want to repeat face to face. Don't let others say bad things about your friend until you've had a chance to hear your friend's side of the story. If someone says something that shocks you and doesn't seem like a thing your friend would do or say, tell them, "I know him/her, and that just doesn't sound right. Let me talk to him/her, find out his/her perspective on this. If it turns out to be true, I'll let you know. Otherwise, I would appreciate it if you didn't spread that around, because it might not be." You can't play both sides of the fence.
4. Be respectful. Know the boundaries. Things you and your friend discuss should be treated with care - your friend is not sharing this information with just anyone, and may not want to. She shared it with you - and only you, as far as you know. Example: If your friend doesn't want to name her crush, don't push her into it. If she has named her crush, don't tell anyone else. This is just common courtesy anyone and everyone deserves the expectation that you will keep confidences.
5. Watch out for your friend. If you sense that s/he is getting drunk at a party, help him or her to get away from the alcohol. Don't allow your friend to drive drunk - take his or her keys and/or drive your friend home personally. If your friend begins talking about running away or committing suicide, tell someone about it. This rule overrides the "respect privacy" step, because even if your friend begs you not to tell anyone, you should do it anyway. Suggest a help line or professional to your friend. Talk to your and your friend's parents or spouse first (unless they are the ones causing the problems) before involving anyone else.
6. Pitch in for friends during times of crisis. If your friend has to go to the hospital, you could help pack his or her bags; if her/his dog runs away, help to find it, if he/she needs someone to pick him/her up, be there. Take notes for your friend in school and give them their homework assignments when they're absent and sick at home. Send cards and care packages. If there is a death in his/her family, you might want to attend the funeral or cook dinner for them. Care about your friend enough to help him or her open up and let tears roll. Give them a tissue and listen. You don't have to say anything, just be with them.
7. If your friend is going through a crisis, don't tell them everything is going to be all right if it's not going to be. This goes right along with keeping it real. It's hard not to say this sometimes, but false reassurance can often be worse than none, and it may undermine your friend's ability to get through the crisis as well as they might. Instead, tell your friend that whatever they need, you are there for them. If they need to talk, talk; if they need to sit quietly, sit with them; if they need to get their mind off things, take them to a movie or concert. Give them a hug. You are friends, not strangers, after all. Just stay honest, but upbeat and positive. Even a stranger would most probably appreciate it.
8. Give advice, add perspective. Don't judge your friend, but do advise to stay out of situations where they may harm themselves or others. Tell him/her how you perceive his/her situation, and what you might do in the same circumstances. Don't be offended if they listen to your advice and then decide to ignore it. Your friend must make his or her own decisions. Avoid saying "You should... ".
9. Give your friend space. Understand if he/she wants to be alone or hang out with other people. Allow it to happen. There's no need to become clingy or needy. Allowing one another the time to hang with other friends gives you much-needed breathing room, and allows you to come together fresh and appreciating each other even more.
10. Never make a promise you know you can't keep. Good friendship is based on trust - if you break a friend's trust, the friendship may be very hard to salvage. Of course, if you have made a promise and planned to keep it, but circumstances beyond your control conspire to prevent it, let your friend know as soon as you find out. Don't wait until 15 minutes after you were supposed to arrive to call and say, "gee, I'm sorry." Instead, a quick call to say, "Hey, I know I promised to help you with whatever it is, but my mom is telling me we are going to my aunt's for the weekend, and leaving tomorrow just after school - that means I won't be able to make it. I'm so sorry. Can we reschedule?" That's just honoring the fact that your friend is counting on you, and respecting the fact that, given a little notice, your friend might just be able to get someone else to help with whatever it was - or not, whatever. But at least you won't be hanging your friend out to twist in the wind.
11. Listen to them. you don't have to agree with them - just listen to what they have to say. Make sure they are talking too and you are not just running your mouth. Some people don't really find it interesting listening to someone talk about their feelings 24/7. If you're monopolizing every conversation with your feelings, they aren't getting anything out of the friendship. Invite them to share their hearts with you as often as you share yours with them.
12. Don't be selfish. Grabbing, stealing and begging are big NOs in the rules of friendship. The friend will soon get tired of this and eventually more towards more selfless people who are willing to give what they get.
13. Learn to share. As before, if you have a selfless friend, they will expect something back, even if they don't make it obvious. This does not necessarily mean giving them large expensive presents. This can just mean being there for them when they need you.
14. Don't abuse their generosity or "wear out your welcome" If your friend does something nice for you, then reciprocate. Money doesn't have to be an issue. Don't use your friends! Don't let them pay every time you go out, even if they offer. Don't help yourself to things at their house without asking, unless you are willing and they do the same at your house. No one wants to be friends with a moocher or feel used. If you borrow something from a friend, take good care of it and then return it without being asked. Also, if you end the friendship then you should return any gifts they bought for you, especially if they gave you any gifts under false pretences. It's proper etiquette.
15. Live by the golden rule. Always treat a friend as you would want to be treated. If you don't there will be repercussions. Don't do or say anything to them that you wouldn't want done to you. Be there for them through thick and thin as long as they are a TRUE friend to you. Also learn to forgive, and apologize. Dont be a brat!
PERPISAHAN SATU HIKMAH!
Menginginkan sesuatu yang amat sukar diperoleh bagaikan satu kepuasan tidak terhingga. Namun dalam soal hati dan perasaan, setiap yang didambakan sering menemukan kita dengan harapan palsu, sekali gus kepahitan berterusan.
Menghadapi perpisahan getir seperti putus kasih, putus tunang bahkan pernah melalui perceraian yang menjadi satu pengalaman pahit dalam hidup, sukarnya untuk bangkit semula sesudah segalanya hancur punah.
Namun, jangan putus asa atas segala kepahitan yang dilalui itu. Dalam percintaan, percayalah jika anda pernah dikecewakan, pasti akan wujud cahaya baru kemudiannya.
Cinta muncul secara langsung dan alamiah, namun cinta hidup melalui pemeliharaan. Sesuatu kemusnahan boleh saja berlaku mungkin angkara fitnah, kehadiran orang ketiga bahkan apa saja, biarpun alasannya cukup kecil serta sukar dipercayai.
Membinanya mengambil masa bertahun-tahun namun runtuhnya hanya dalam sekelip mata. Siapa yang tidak merana bukan?
Katakan pada diri, mungkin anda belum ditemukan dengan insan yang layak menerima ketulusan cinta anda sepenuhnya. Anggaplah perpisahan dengan yang lama sebagai permulaan untuk suatu permulaan yang lebih indah bahkan lebih bermakna.
Jangan menyeksa diri dengan menginginkan sesuatu yang tidak mungkin dapat dibina semula. Kata bijak pandai, cinta bukanlah bara, melainkan api yang keluar dari bara. Pun begitu, anda tega untuk melupakan si dia?
Berikut panduan yang mungkin dapat membantu diri merawat kelukaan akibat perpisahan atau cinta terputus di tengah jalan:
# Terima hakikat
Pertama sekali, perlu menerima hakikat si dia bukan lagi milik anda. Anda perlu belajar untuk menerima kenyataan pertemuan akan berakhir dengan perpisahan dan perpisahan adalah permulaan kepada pertemuan seterusnya.
# Melarikan diri
Siapa kata melarikan diri tidak menyelesaikan masalah? Memang melarikan diri tidak akan menyelesaikan masalah tetapi ia dapat mengurangkan tekanan.
Cuba pergi ke tempat yang agak jauh dan rehatkan minda. Tetapi jangan pula berkunjung ke tempat di mana anda pernah pertama kali bertemu atau tempat anda selalu mengadakan janji temu kerana khuatir nostalgia lama berputar kembali. Ia tentu sukar bagi anda untuk melupakan si dia sedangkan tujuan sebenar anda adalah melenyapkannya terus kenangannya.
# Luahkan perasaan
Luahkan segala resah yang terpendam atau duka yang sarat itu kepada sahabat karib anda. Mungkin dia tidak banyak membantu tetapi sekurang-kurangnya dengan meluahkan perasaan, anda akan dapat menghilangkan tekanan.
# Jatuh cinta lagi
Suburkan semula rasa cinta terhadap orang yang mungkin baru muncul dalam hidup anda. Apabila jatuh cinta pada seseorang sekali lagi, jangan menyeksa diri dengan menganggap cinta anda tidak diterima. Cinta itu tidak pernah ditolak kerana setiap insan memerlukan dan menginginkan untuk dicintai.
Wujudkan cinta itu dengan memberikan sesuatu bukan mengharapkan sesuatu. Kebahagiaan memberi jauh lebih sempurna daripada kebahagiaan kerana menerima.
# Cuba ingat orang lain
Setiap detik wajahnya masih membayangi dan terngiang-ngiang perbualan mesra dengannya. Sukarnya melenyapkan setiap inci kenangan memang tidak dinafikan.
Kalau teringatkan si dia, mengapa anda tidak cuba dekat dengan orang lain misalnya ahli keluarga, bekas rakan sekolej yang pernah sama-sama bergiat aktif atau sesiapa saja yang mungkin membahagiakan. Mungkin dengan cara itu, ia akan membuatkan anda kembali bahagia walaupun ia mengambil masa. Yang pasti, belajarlah melupakannya secara perlahan-lahan.
# Buang saja hadiah pemberiannya
Bunga, jam, penanda buku, baju, seluar, jaket, novel cinta, bunga, beruang kesayangan, cincin, rantai atau apa saja, jangan disimpan lagi. Ia kelihatan seperti anda tidak menghargainya namun itulah yang terbaik atau pulangkan kembali hadiah itu kepadanya.
# Berdoa dan bertawakal
Ini adalah cara terbaik dan penyelesaian bagi segala-galanya. Berdoalah kepada-Nya supaya diberi kekuatan jiwa dalam menghadapi dugaan dalam kehidupan dan diberikan pasangan serasi.
Menghadapi perpisahan getir seperti putus kasih, putus tunang bahkan pernah melalui perceraian yang menjadi satu pengalaman pahit dalam hidup, sukarnya untuk bangkit semula sesudah segalanya hancur punah.
Namun, jangan putus asa atas segala kepahitan yang dilalui itu. Dalam percintaan, percayalah jika anda pernah dikecewakan, pasti akan wujud cahaya baru kemudiannya.
Cinta muncul secara langsung dan alamiah, namun cinta hidup melalui pemeliharaan. Sesuatu kemusnahan boleh saja berlaku mungkin angkara fitnah, kehadiran orang ketiga bahkan apa saja, biarpun alasannya cukup kecil serta sukar dipercayai.
Membinanya mengambil masa bertahun-tahun namun runtuhnya hanya dalam sekelip mata. Siapa yang tidak merana bukan?
Katakan pada diri, mungkin anda belum ditemukan dengan insan yang layak menerima ketulusan cinta anda sepenuhnya. Anggaplah perpisahan dengan yang lama sebagai permulaan untuk suatu permulaan yang lebih indah bahkan lebih bermakna.
Jangan menyeksa diri dengan menginginkan sesuatu yang tidak mungkin dapat dibina semula. Kata bijak pandai, cinta bukanlah bara, melainkan api yang keluar dari bara. Pun begitu, anda tega untuk melupakan si dia?
Berikut panduan yang mungkin dapat membantu diri merawat kelukaan akibat perpisahan atau cinta terputus di tengah jalan:
# Terima hakikat
Pertama sekali, perlu menerima hakikat si dia bukan lagi milik anda. Anda perlu belajar untuk menerima kenyataan pertemuan akan berakhir dengan perpisahan dan perpisahan adalah permulaan kepada pertemuan seterusnya.
# Melarikan diri
Siapa kata melarikan diri tidak menyelesaikan masalah? Memang melarikan diri tidak akan menyelesaikan masalah tetapi ia dapat mengurangkan tekanan.
Cuba pergi ke tempat yang agak jauh dan rehatkan minda. Tetapi jangan pula berkunjung ke tempat di mana anda pernah pertama kali bertemu atau tempat anda selalu mengadakan janji temu kerana khuatir nostalgia lama berputar kembali. Ia tentu sukar bagi anda untuk melupakan si dia sedangkan tujuan sebenar anda adalah melenyapkannya terus kenangannya.
# Luahkan perasaan
Luahkan segala resah yang terpendam atau duka yang sarat itu kepada sahabat karib anda. Mungkin dia tidak banyak membantu tetapi sekurang-kurangnya dengan meluahkan perasaan, anda akan dapat menghilangkan tekanan.
# Jatuh cinta lagi
Suburkan semula rasa cinta terhadap orang yang mungkin baru muncul dalam hidup anda. Apabila jatuh cinta pada seseorang sekali lagi, jangan menyeksa diri dengan menganggap cinta anda tidak diterima. Cinta itu tidak pernah ditolak kerana setiap insan memerlukan dan menginginkan untuk dicintai.
Wujudkan cinta itu dengan memberikan sesuatu bukan mengharapkan sesuatu. Kebahagiaan memberi jauh lebih sempurna daripada kebahagiaan kerana menerima.
# Cuba ingat orang lain
Setiap detik wajahnya masih membayangi dan terngiang-ngiang perbualan mesra dengannya. Sukarnya melenyapkan setiap inci kenangan memang tidak dinafikan.
Kalau teringatkan si dia, mengapa anda tidak cuba dekat dengan orang lain misalnya ahli keluarga, bekas rakan sekolej yang pernah sama-sama bergiat aktif atau sesiapa saja yang mungkin membahagiakan. Mungkin dengan cara itu, ia akan membuatkan anda kembali bahagia walaupun ia mengambil masa. Yang pasti, belajarlah melupakannya secara perlahan-lahan.
# Buang saja hadiah pemberiannya
Bunga, jam, penanda buku, baju, seluar, jaket, novel cinta, bunga, beruang kesayangan, cincin, rantai atau apa saja, jangan disimpan lagi. Ia kelihatan seperti anda tidak menghargainya namun itulah yang terbaik atau pulangkan kembali hadiah itu kepadanya.
# Berdoa dan bertawakal
Ini adalah cara terbaik dan penyelesaian bagi segala-galanya. Berdoalah kepada-Nya supaya diberi kekuatan jiwa dalam menghadapi dugaan dalam kehidupan dan diberikan pasangan serasi.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Sally Suhana
Aku dah bersedia untuk menempuhi hidup baru dengan seseorang.. tapi kali ini ia sangat berbeza dengan yang lain.. keunikan ini lah yang aku cari selama ini.. Dia boleh dianggap sebagai kawan.. Dalam masa yang sama juga ia adalah kekasih hati..
Dah lame juga aku tak mempunyai kekasih hati ni.. Maklum la sejak aku putus dengan awek aku dulu aku selesa hidup single dan dipenuhi dengan bermacam-macam skandal.. Tapi sampi bila aku nak permainkan perasaan perempuan.. Aku dah cukup apa yang aku buat dulu...
Kali ini aku nak buat yang terbaik, terbaik untuk masa hadapan walaupun perjalanan ku masih jauh.. masih berada di awan.. jauh dari pandangan.. Tapi perasaan ini telah mengatakan sesuatu dan aku harus ikut pada naluri ku.. Mungkin naluri aku ni tepat..
Dia seorang yang baik.. ganas.. haha.. tapi itulah uniknya.. aku kan manja...
Salmi Suhana...
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Kembali Pulang
bintang terlihat terang
saat dirimu datang
cinta yang dulu hilang
kini kembali pulang
lihatlah dia mulai bernyanyi
coba merangkai mimpi
cinta yang dulu pergi
kini datang kembali
wajahmu mengingatku
dengan kekasihku dulu
wajahmu mengingatkan
dengan masa laluku
kekasih yang dulu hilang
kini dia tlah kembali pulang
akan ku bawa dia terbang
damai bersama bintang
kekasih yang dulu hilang
kini dia tlah kembali pulang
betapa senang ku dendangkan
dan takkan ku lepaskan
wajahmu mengingatkanku
dengan kekasihku dulu
wajahmu mengingatkanku
dengan masa laluku
Datang dan Pergi.......
engkau datang lagi
membawa sinaran yang tidak pasti
kuharap bahagia mendampingiku
tapi hanya tinggal kenangan
dalam kesamaran malam
kelipan bintang masih terpaku
memberi harapan yang tak pasti...
suehaila.. cahaya bintang..
Sunday, February 8, 2009
selamat semua.......
dah lama tak tulis ni semua bukan merajuk tapi tiada masa dan dah rasa malas ye la mula-mula kerja memang la penat.. tapi makin lama makin dah biasa.. terfikir lah sejenak macam mana ayah aku dulu kerja erk.. pergi pagi balik petang pastu balik beli kueh-kueh kat rumah ye lah anak-anak ramai kat rumah.. lagi menyedihkan apabila makanan yang dibeli petang tadi tak habis dah malam basi urmm... tak leh lagi nak makan..
moral: balik keje beli la kueh leh makan ramai2.. kan seronok..
klu la masa leh putar balik... erm..
Sunday, January 25, 2009
suria
dikala suria meninggikan diri
aku melangkah membawa harapan
dikala dinihari memunculkan diri
aku pulang membawa harapan
aku melangkah membawa harapan
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Saturday, January 10, 2009
keje oh keje...
alhamdulillah akhirnya aku dapat juga keje kt p.gudang ni... aku dapat keje kt wijaya iaitu sub con untuk sime darby eng... kawasan kerja memang dasyat sebab dia wat keje oil n gas sume kena wajib pakai safety helmet, kasut.. gaji wat mase ni mmg skit nanti mungkin naik lagi kot..
ntah xtau nk cakap pe.. bye
ntah xtau nk cakap pe.. bye
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
kasih hati
Ingin kucapai seribu batu
Dihambat rindu kasih bertemu
Tiada kasih tiada sayang
Tiada rindu tiada dimanja
Awan bersatu dilangit yang satu
Tiada keindahan berpanjangan
Airmata menitis ketika langit berdentum
Dimana ia sentiasa bergolak
Namun tetap tiada penganti
goodbye Poly
Alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat Ilahi dengan kehendaknya aku berjaya menghabiskan diploma aku di Politeknik Johor Bahru.. Pada mula aku berdebar-debar juga sebab khabar angin mengatakan bahawa terdapat pelajar yang carry tapi nasib baik la aku tidak termasuk dalam senarai..
Walaupun result aku rendah je tapi yang penting lulus kan.. terima kasih la kepada pensyarah aku kat poli dulu sebab bagi aku lulus antaranya yang paling berterima kasih En Saiful Anuar banyak rahsia besar dengan dia.. haha.. En Eliyun yang aku selalu datang kelas lambat lepas tu aku kena marah cukup-cukup time present projek, dendam gila dengan dia time tu.. Pn Noraidah atau lebih dikenali Datin oleh yeop haha aku ok je dengan dia tapi kadang-kadang sakit hati juga yelah kelas kalau habis kul 1.15 dia ajar 1.20 tension gila, aku time camtu memang tak leh masuk apa, pastu ngajar subjek paling bosan dan sangat-sangat susah sejak aku masuk poli..thanks
En zailani atau lebih mesra en jai.. haha dia memang kelakar gila lepas tu mengajar memang sempoi gila.. apa terima kasih la sebab banyak tunjuk ajar tentang PLC. Miss Jay memang best.. yang paling best kelas asyik batal.. mengajar pulak sempoi je.. Math best jugak dapat tiru je.. aku kan pakar buat toyol tapi last-last resul teruk jugak.. En hamdan oppss sekarang dah Haji Hamdan tiba-tiba pergi mekah gagah juga la dapat pensyarah projek baru.. tapi yang tak dapat aku lupa rambut dia tuh.. berkilat…!!
Okey apa-apa pun nama-nama diatas ni aku tak kan lupa.. huhu
Walaupun result aku rendah je tapi yang penting lulus kan.. terima kasih la kepada pensyarah aku kat poli dulu sebab bagi aku lulus antaranya yang paling berterima kasih En Saiful Anuar banyak rahsia besar dengan dia.. haha.. En Eliyun yang aku selalu datang kelas lambat lepas tu aku kena marah cukup-cukup time present projek, dendam gila dengan dia time tu.. Pn Noraidah atau lebih dikenali Datin oleh yeop haha aku ok je dengan dia tapi kadang-kadang sakit hati juga yelah kelas kalau habis kul 1.15 dia ajar 1.20 tension gila, aku time camtu memang tak leh masuk apa, pastu ngajar subjek paling bosan dan sangat-sangat susah sejak aku masuk poli..thanks
En zailani atau lebih mesra en jai.. haha dia memang kelakar gila lepas tu mengajar memang sempoi gila.. apa terima kasih la sebab banyak tunjuk ajar tentang PLC. Miss Jay memang best.. yang paling best kelas asyik batal.. mengajar pulak sempoi je.. Math best jugak dapat tiru je.. aku kan pakar buat toyol tapi last-last resul teruk jugak.. En hamdan oppss sekarang dah Haji Hamdan tiba-tiba pergi mekah gagah juga la dapat pensyarah projek baru.. tapi yang tak dapat aku lupa rambut dia tuh.. berkilat…!!
Okey apa-apa pun nama-nama diatas ni aku tak kan lupa.. huhu
Sunday, January 4, 2009
kesihatan bertambah buruk
ahhhhhhh tidak kesihatan aku bertambah buruk hari ini.. nak kena pergi klinik jugak ke? ah tak payah.. batuk aku menjadi-jadi ye lah hisap rokok masih tak henti-henti.. oh inilah balasan Allah kot pada aku.. kenapa banyak sangat musibah terhadap diriku seperti tiada sinar yang akan muncul.. tak pe lah nanti semua akan elok dan sejahtera kot.. mungkin hati ni sayu kot sebab sinar yang datang seperti tiba-tiba mendung kuharap guruh yang berdentum di langit adalah mainan perasaan ku dan halusinasi sahaja.. aku dah tak sanggup hidup dalam kesejukan dihimpit lagi dengan masalah peribadi.. i love my family.. i love saing-saing.. i love everything arround me.. i love u............................... SS
dedikasi...
dedikasi khas untuk suehaila yang banyak membuka mata dan membuka hati walaupun tiada kata-kata yang menjurus kepada nasihat akan tetapi setiap kata-kata kita peterjemahnya antara ia baik dan boleh diguna untuk mengharungi dunia yang penuh misteri...
thanks be my friends
KASIH SEJATI
Ingin kucapai seribu batu
Dihambat rindu kasih bertemu
Tiada kasih tiada sayang
Tiada rindu tiada dimanja
Awan bersatu dilangit yang satu
Tiada keindahan berpanjangan
Airmata menitis ketika langit berdentum
Dimana ia sentiasa bergolak
Namun tetap tiada penganti
HIDUP MU...
Hidupmu sungguh indah
Dikelilingi seribu kebahagian
Tapi diragut dengan kata-kata
Yang tersemat di jiwa dan di kalbu
Hidupmu sungguh berbeza
Tak mampu untuk aku mengejar
Dengan hanya bermodal kejujuran
Aku akan tertinggal dibelakang
Hidupmu sungguh berguna
Ingin dimiliki setiap insan
Kelembutan, keayuan mu menambat hati
Jangan tersungkur membuat pilihan
Hidupmu sungguh bahagia
Semua insan menyayangimu
Bonda sentiasa bersama
Ingin melihat kasih tersemai
Hidupmu akan kehancuran
Apabila nafsu mengawal diri
Disemai dihati keegoaan dirasai
Jauhi sebelum diratapi nanti
HARAPAN
Engkau muncul dengan harapan
Harapan yang tak pasti seorang insan
Harapan yang dulu nya pernah hancur
Adakah harapan ini menemui sinarnya?
Dulu kau pernah bercinta
Aku hanya memendam rasa
Sekarang kau datang sebagai insan istimewa
Ku menjadi gila penagih rindu…
Kau memberi sinar dalam hidupku
Hidup ini sudah lama suram
Kenangan cinta masih mengamit seribu kenangan
Aku memang dahagakan kasih sayang…
Saturday, January 3, 2009
siapa suehaila?
datang dan kembali
itu lumrah hidup kita
hari ini engkau datang
lusa entah kemana
takdir yang menentukan
pertemuan yang tak disangka
sungguh unik hubungan kita
walaupun seketika tapi penuh makna
ingin dihati untuk bersama mu
akan tetapi engkau sungguh misteri
aku tewas dengan mu......
Selamat Tahun Baru 2009
01/01/09 genap la satu tahun dan menandakan kita untuk menyambut tahun baru. akan tetapi aku menyambutnya di bandar jb yang penuh sesak dengan kereta dan moto ditambah pula dengan roadblock di setiap penjuru dan la malam tu lesen aku dah tamat tempoh...
aku mula-mula sambut kt stulang atau the zon best jugak la tengok bunga api dan terus ke danga bay untuk tengok persembahan kat sana tapi sampai sane sume dah abis yang ada kereta berderet-deret tersangkut dalam kesesakan.. huhu..
pastu aku pegi balik ke stulang pastu lepak-lepak kat kedai makan area stulang tu.. alaa kedai yang paling hujung tu.. mase tu dah menunjukan lebih kurang 2 pagi.. lepak2 punye lepak nampak kerabat-kerabat diraja johor keluar dari the zon.. faham-faham la ape yang dorang buat kt dalam tu.. pergh yang best nye eskot ngan perdana anak tmj ni plak naik hummer 2 bijik pastu kt belakang eskot ngan ford ranger siap 2 orang bodyguard berdiri kt belakang ford ranger tu.. memang kerek gila.. pastu aku balik ikut permas sampai umah dalam pukul 4..
happy new year.. 2009 azam aku tahun ni nak tunaikan cita-cita tahun lepas..
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